Oh, So You're a Model Now?

     Wow, have you ever had one of those nights where you just can't sleep? I'm having one of those nights tonight, and it's been happening more often as I approach my first set of midterms in this program. I suppose it's the anticipation of not knowing exactly what to expect, mixed with the intent to want to do well and slight nervousness of still being behind. One thing I know for certain is that I'm not alone, so I find comfort in that :)

     Anyhow, since I won't become completely exhausted until about 4am (according to my track record), I've decided to write something as I've been wanting to for awhile!

Today's topic: modelling my lady parts!

Source:  http://www.theluxuryspot.com/etsy-spotting-crocheted-female-reproductive-system-yes-really/

     You know, I've always wanted to be a model. The confidence I associate with models is one of pure liberation and sense of self-awesomeness. However, upon realizing I don't have the body structure of interest and too many "natural" flaws to become a runway or poster model, I decided I'd rather be a role model. I must say, for those who have mentioned they look up to me, it's extremely rewarding. Yet, I'm still learning all the time!

     I first heard about being a gynecological model when I religiously read Erica Robinson's blog the year before I got accepted to CCNM (I'm still trying to find the exact post, when I do, I'll send the link). I actually started wondering if I could ever go through with it if I had the same opportunity.

     Low and behold, during the second week of classes several announcements were made around the school about being a gyne model. Open-mindedly I signed up, attended the interview, and got great news the following week - they wanted me to model for them!

     As a model, I'm a practical tool for training third-years to learn how to perform a PAP test on an actual patient. It's kind of funny to me because my parents still don't think I've ever had a single PAP test. And here I'm going to be going through the motions of the exam a few times every month.

     I was urged to go for it because I get very nervous when I know I have to get my PAP tests. Just the thought of the speculum going into a place I can't see makes my toes curl with nervousness. Yet, that nervousness can be a great experience for the students who will be performing the exam on me because they'll become better equipped with managing patients who get stressed about the procedure. It'll also help me because through continuous exposure to the exam, my comfort level will go up, and I'll gain a new for appreciation for the exam aside from its obvious importance as a screening tool.

     Lastly, as part of the training, I got to perform the procedure on one of my peers! I got to see a cervix for the first time ever - it was awesome! I also got to palpate my peer's uterus and ovaries! I never thought that I'd gain such a valuable experience so early on in my ND education, but it really opened my eyes to what's coming my way in the next few years!

   Well, have a merry night as I attempt, once again to get some sleep :)

Bloggers Who Gave Me the Blogging Bug

I wanted to post some of the bloggers that I follow regularly, because I look forward to their posts, and enjoy their personalities. I encourage you check them out (you can click on the titles)!

Discovering Naturopathy...a Student Perspective

When I became serious about applying to become a naturopathic doctor a few years ago, it was very important for me to find a way to connect with others who are passionate about the field, and have endured the process, and are generous to share their experiences. Richard's blog was the first blog that I came across, and has been extremely encouraging by providing advice, experience, and additional resources. I love his blog! If you are interested in learning more about the field of naturopathy, and want to get a student perspective, I highly recommend this blog!

Whole Life Health Services

Erica's blog was the second blog that I was lucky to find when I became certain about the school that I am currently in the process of applying to. I really enjoy reading her blog because it's so personal, and something I love about blogs in general is the ability to generate dialogue through subjective expression, and truly feeling connected. Her blog keeps expanding which is also very exciting. I highly recommend this blog as well if you are considering the field of naturopathy.

Zen Habits 

I wish I read Leo's blog more often. I really enjoy it because he provides practical ways of positively changing your life. I came across this blog when I needed inspiration for cutting sugar and fast-food out of my diet, and the benefits of transitioning to a vegan dietary lifestyle (both of which I am still struggling with). There are some powerful ways of viewing life that Leo has shared that I have incorporated into my own, such as productivity and mindfulness. I plan to catch up on all his posts during my winter break!

Naked With Socks On 


I wish I could say that I'm not concerned about romantic relationships, but my life in that department has been up and down - especially when considering my history with "the-jerk-who-does-not-stop-taking". After a very rough patch, I dived into google for answers, as most of us do these days, and came across this blog. I fell in love with the multiple topics being discussed, and wanted to read more and more. I find the complexities of relationships interesting, and the topics discussed keep me captivated.

Idiopathic Thoughts

I found this blog when searching for the reasons people hate med school - to give me extra consideration of whether it's really for me. I love this blog, and really connected with his posting "burnout". I'm such a nerd because I commented and he responded! I always thought that in med school, there's no time for anything else. This blog is great because he doesn't hesitate to mention the good and bad, I appreciate that.

I love all of these blogs, they feel like a collection to me. I've read them when I was stressed, had bad experiences, needed to take a break, needed some inspiration, and just had time to catch up. I feel really lucky to have stumbled upon all of them!